Loading Day 1

When I was reading everybody's posts about how sick and full they felt on loading days, I figured I'd have no problems pushing through that and eating anyways.  After all, that kind of eating (eating when I'm not even hungry, or sometimes even when I'm full) is what got me in this mess to begin with.  Well everybody was RIGHT!  Oh my gosh, it's so hard to eat today.  I feel like a hog.  I haven't really eaten that much, but made myself snack on banana chips (which aren't dried at all, they're deep fried) all day.  I'm about to go to Arbys and get a big old roast beef sandwich and a milk shake.  Normally that would get my innards all in a quiver just thinking about it, but right now it sounds horrible!